Fantasy - My Lover and I

Fantasy - How good can it get?
I met a man through a friend almost a month ago, very gentle, kind and easy to get along with.  We had dinner and a lot of laughter with some common interests here and there.
But! That was all, he went abroad where he spend most of his time. After couple of weeks, he was back in town.   My mobile rang mid afternoon and the voice announced his arrival after the talking about the sweet nothings, we decided to hang out - It was a good Tuesday evening and mixture of warmth and cold breeze.  We sat in the very expensive restaurant for hours drinking wine and cheating about every thing, from politic to relationships.  Time passes with no recognition - It was in the early hour of the morning that we said kisses good byes and it was silent again from them on. I don't have a clue of him or his deed after the evening nor he about me.  But then comes fantasy - Fantasy knows what he is doing, fantasy has created a platform for me to do whatever I want to do with him.  He can go crazy in love or head over hills........

Silent broke it barriers on Friday evening when I found myself alone in my kitchen listening to the bird sons. In fantasy I am taking a taxi back home, he taking a flight back home a romantic huge and kisses to make you envious. Saturday was a day to reminisce  on the evening, from the smiles, to what he was wearing, the greatest of them all is the smell of his cologne that just linger on and on in the air that I had created. The way he sits, his posture, his body langue, everything about him became a film in my mind-Fantasy.  Sunday was the day he told me his story, at this stage we were at an exclusive area, just the two of us, even thought a packed restaurant full of lover and friends all enjoying live jazz music - in my fantasy no one else was in this exclusive place none of them matters. I had cut off ever person, from the waiters that was so professional to the musician playing such sensational live music, fantasy had wipe off the actual scene and all that was left was this precious picture I was painting me and him  - In Fantasy.

Monday_ I lead him into the best suite in the hotel - Fantasy.  I could feel his breath this warm and sweet smell in my face, his tender touch and the smoothness of his skin against mine.  He smile and I smile back. I could see him dying for me yet he was so gentle and caring. He face against my face - Now we are becoming one, we are too close, current was flowing at a speed.   "Men and women differ, when it comes to fantasizing about sex with partners other than their husbands and wives. Overall, fewer women than men report such fantasies, and, more interestingly, women's fantasy seems to be more susceptible to contextual factors."


When I examine myself and my methods of thought,
I come to the conclusion that the gift of fantasy
has meant more to me than
any talent for absorbing positive knowledge.
- Albert Einstein


Tuesday - I started off alone in my bed, the best time to fantasies.  The greatness of fantasying is that you can go to be alone and wake up with someone.  The morning was cold and dry. Under the duvet was warn of my body heat - what a good time to double the heat.  I was quick to undressed him with a big smile on my face. I could see he was more than  ready. My task was to make him  desire - so much more of me that a turn from the duvet would make him flip and at this stage he would want to prove himself so he can get more harder.  He started from my toes, just the I like it and up to, right up in between. Good! at this stage I was far gone, half my body with him on the bed and the other half floating in the skies, my way  - Fantasy! What a good, good feeling.


I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells.  Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope.  Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities.  ~Theodore Geisel

Wednesday- Sex how good can it be?. I had the greatest orgasm in my entire life - My body has milted, literary disappears from the room. It was electrifying and the current that was in the room could have lit two cities. Boy it was like thunder and lighting! It was like the first bite of chocolate ice cream and the last ten minutes of a Chines massage. Imagine you are in this wonder team pack - the sex plus the orgasm was just as a roller coaster climbing the track to the top.. gradually building.and building on till you hit the cresting point and it gets faster & faster as it hurtles along the track heading for the next pea. Fantasy

Thursday - After orgasm - It's the only thing that feels better than diving into a cool lake on a sweltering day, biting into a juicy cheeseburger when you're starving, or even getting your wallet back after losing it on vacation abroad. An orgasm is that good. I felt spectacular, out of this world! Climax! What I had with this guy would last me months - There is no way I could describe it for you to understand, the sex was crazy good and to top it up with Orgasm,  Divine! Oh! It felt phenomenon. Nature - What the flicking hell was Mother nature doing to me? 
Waking up was not in the picture - It was too good to come back to planet earth. "But basically what I like are the possibilities, and the fantasy element of the show. Not science fantasy so much, but fantasy, the humanistic elements and how people relate when they're in a dire situation or comedic situation." - Fisher Stevens


Friday - Fantasy - Where has the day gone.  Still enjoying orgasm but what better way than bring more girls in.  Let's get naked and have fun.  It is girls sex day.  But I refuse to share this guy with them  because I am that jealous.  I don't mind all girls talking about sex position and orgasm and doing there thing but this man is for just me at this moment so I kept him away on Friday .  According to Women's Health magazine, as you become more turned on, blood continues to flood the pelvic area, breathing speeds up, heart rate increases, nipples become erect, and the lower part of the vagina narrows in order to grip the penis while the upper part expands to give it someplace to go. If all goes well (i.e., the phone doesn't ring and your partner knows what he's doing), an incredible amount of nerve and muscle tension builds up in the genitals, pelvis, buttocks, and thighs — until your body involuntarily releases it all at once in a series of intensely pleasurable waves, aka your orgasm.



Saturday- Fantasy! Typical of me.  Being single for  many years what do you expect after such great sex. Yes another day of sex of course but my fantasy did not go down that line - I wanted a man forever. I want a daily dosages of sex, maybe three times a day or more.  My body has been staved for a long long time it is high time to make it work for all the lost times. Now comes the battle of the two, one saying wait until the rest of the year the other saying he love you, do it now - Fantasy. At least, we can use this day and look for the rings. On that I have dreamt of  continuously day after day and been wanting on my finger for over 30 years.  I have spent years designing this ring with a designers in Heather Gardens, it would be a shame if he doesn't see it now. Yellow and white diamond on platinum. He would see it and see me - that is exactly what I intend doing and fantasy would let me.


Sunday - Fantasy! Is it he lovely? Was I wrong to give him the sex of his lifetime after our visit to Heather Gardens where I had convinced him that I am the most precious lady that he would ever set eyes on? Taking him to the back office was the best he ever, ever had. There was no way he could have resisted my game, he had the money but his world was as empty as mine. So give him anyway.  Was I wrong? No! I was simply playing my cards to win, games are played to be won. Fantasy is great - It gives you the freedom to be who ever you want to be.  You can be the greatest artist, philosopher and minds that have ever lived or pass through this planet.   I was painting my Sistine Chapel. Sunday morning sex to Super and in fantasy he came back with what you see now in his hand - Fantasy- Marriage proposal! How can he live without me after Monday, Tuesday, and then came Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday, he could not resist but to confess that of all the women in the world I was the only one that He would like to spend the rest of his days with. I created a world that he would not live without nor against, I am a good friend and a potential lover. Everything he ever wanted is resided in this world of ours -  Fantasy


The theoretician believes in logic and believes that he despises dreams, intuition, and poetry.  He does not recognize that these three fairies have only disguised themselves in order to dazzle him.... He does not know that he owes his greatest discoveries to them.  ~Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, Wartime Writings 1939-1944, translated from French by Norah Purcell

The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious.  It is the source of all true art and science.  He to whom the emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause and stand wrapped in awe, is as good as dead; his eyes are closed.  ~Albert Einstein

Do real life people actually fall in love

with the idea of being in love?

Unfortunately, it is actually quite common.

Someone wants desperately to have

the husband or wife of their dreams.

They visualize the vine-covered cottage

with the white picket fence.

They choose the colors for the nursery.

They design all the aspects of their married life.

A real person stands no chance of measuring up to those fantasies.

- Jonathan Lockwood Huie

Men and women also differ about who they fantasize about. Women tend to fantasize sexually about known individuals - past boyfriends, coworkers, friends, or their tennis coach. Women's sexual fantasies tend to include aspects of intimacy and relationship, so it makes sense that their fantasy lovers are those with whom there is some relationship, past, present or future. Men are more likely to sexually fantasize about people they don't know, or even just people that don't really have any identity per se, like faceless, bodiless vaginas and breasts (Where do you think the Venus de Milo statue came from, anyway?). Men's sexual fantasies tend to be far less relational in nature, focusing upon explicit, mechanical imagery, usually without any romantic or emotional context or factors.

Now, other research has shown that most people never, never tell anybody about their sexual fantasies, including their primary partner. People fear rejection and judgment. But maybe, just maybe, this research and article might prompt you to have a delightful conversation with your husband, and start discussing some of your sexual fantasies. He's male, so you are pretty safe (98% safe) to assume he's thought about other women. What would it be like, if you gave him permission to admit that, at the same time as you admitted your fantasies? Fantasies truly don't have any real definite connection to behavior - sharing these fantasies with your husband doesn't mean either of you are going to stray. But, isn't it more erotic to have a mental, AND a physical connection with your lover? Isn't erotic communication, and shared fantasy, a delightful thing? Try it. Psychologytoday

Why can't I just let go of everything and allow the space for us to explore and just have fun. Why can't I open a world where I can dance and laugh and have sex as many times as I want? Why can't I allow my mind to do what it is great at, to create, push out, push off and build mountains in the skies? Why can't I just be and allow Mother Nature to Be?  Let me just dream and allow my fantasies to fly with me! Sarah Geimah

I have painted my Sistine Chapel with a man I think I like - It is a distance relationship, possible just platonic one but I have the freedom to do whatever I want with him, wherever, however in my fantasy. In fantasy you can do anything - Who know sometimes it may come true and sometimes it remains just fantasy. But at every stage of it it feels more than good. Try it!