Saturday 28 November 2009

Gee

Posted by PicasaThe blessing of the Lord make rich and add no sorrow. This is me when I was 10 stones now I am 14 stone and I am very determine to get back to my original weight

Wednesday 25 November 2009

Take a breath and look within

Why O why! Why you.
You are always running
Not looking at the direction at which you go
You run to the east, west, south and north
Running from you, running from them,
Always running not looking at your direction.
I asked you, where are you running to and who are you running from?
You don't know, says you.
But you are running, always running.
You took heavy steps to turn to your left,
But you went to the east,
I looked at you but you where in the west no, the north,
You are unsettle, unplan and unease,
You run day and night,
You run ran or shine,
Always running.
You have never reached your destination
You are running the same race each day and taking the same route each day,
Because you are running to the same place,people and lane
The place from which your are hiding from
They people and lane you don't want to take
You go straight back to the people, running at the same lane, seeing the same faces and smelling the dust at the same lane,
You looked within and run back straight to the same old self,
I asked, who are you running from and where are you going?
I don't know, says you.
Stop take a breath, think and look at the road,
Run back to who you are,
Run to the truth, run to yourself
Look within and see the stars
Stop and take a look, look carefully and see
Open your eyes, the eyes of your heart,
Everything you've been running from is not,
Everything you've been looking at is not,
All there is awaits you, lying quietly within.
You are precious,
Stop running! You are a star.
Look around, see the beauty in you,
Look within see your beauty, you are a star,
You are graceful, loving, admirable.
You are a star,
Run within, go visit your inner you,
Everything you want to be awaits you,
Everything you are is longing to see you,
Stop running and look to your valuable self,
You are a star - run back to you.

Thursday 19 November 2009

Life is Life: Today another Day



    Today is just another day. I woke up in the morning looking at a bright and beautiful day - It is very challanging to be your own motivator, one day you are up the other day you are down. You are constantly fighting yourself to be alive staying on the track and being as part of the whole wide world. Some people have their parents, others their friends some people have the sibling others their husbands or wives, some their children. Just stop and think for a moment about those of us that do it all by our selves - with no helping hand. We are our own inspiration, we are our own motivators our own chancellors - all of us living in one world but different challenges. Some wake up in the morning and go and some stay at home thinking of how they will get a joy - all living in the same world. Joblessness, Joblessness, it is called recession but the rich are getting richer and the poor are getting worst, dangerously worst. Your journey may have started from school, spending years and years from primary, secondary, college and university, your may have fought all the odds to get some form of education so that you can get a better place in the society. Try all your best, if you are like me a single parent sacrifice all your have, even the "special quality time" you should have had with your children all because you want the grades, you have finished all of these and now you are ready to start this planned life you aimed at thinking that you can do because you have made the sacrifice but there is something called nepotism, "who know you or who do you know?" If you have the right contact, know the right people in the right place your name will be mentioned for that one job advertised to million of people but one person will be the final 'one.' If you don't have those contact, too bad, take your degree to the shops maybe you could be a BA Hons shop assistant. What has the world come to? Oh, did it ever change? Has it been like this since man came to being? So many qualify people with no jobs. Sir, Bareness, Den. lord you need to know one to get somewhere or boy just try acquaint yourself with the COEs, GM. MD and their mistress, you may just get somewhere, a PA, PR, Spin or span or perhaps you should take a tripe to the Dragon Den.........